Well, I just paid for a 1/2 ton of wood pellets for my stove. It should keep things going until Feb. I actually figured out how to load all of hub postings here. Just have to figure out how to get the pictures right.
I hope the last check from my previous job gets here today. It will at least make the next house payment. I have not been officially terminated as I am a contract employee but their new product research has slowed down to a crawl.
As I am the grasshopper in the Story "The Ant and the Grasshopper". I have never planned to far ahead. there is a little money in the bank and I probably should be glad because it is more than most people in the world have. It just won't go very far here.
In all probablility, I will be moving in with my oldest daughter. My home of 20years will be a thing of the past. It makes me really sad because I had planned to live here to the end of my days. It is something that is not to be.
As I sort throught all my stuff and I have lots of it, I feel worse and worse. Space will be limited so I can keep only a fraction of my treasures. It is so hard to choose. Each one comes with a memory and a picture. Helping to raise my grandchildren is very close to my heart. It is something I had planned to do but now that moving is a reality, I am having a hard time. Just like now, whenever I do something associated with moving, I get sad and depressed. Well then its time for my favorite solution. A NAP. I must sort things out while I sleep because I always feel better.
I truly believe that God will take care of everything. I just wish he wouldn't wait till the last minute or maybe I shouldn't be such a grasshopper.
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